Bothered...

Here I am again...
Trying to release what I'm feeling inside
And it still stands...
That I wish you're by my side.

Same old scenario--
The radio turned on to break the silence
As I lay in this bed
Praying to Him to shed some brightness.

There aren't any words
To really explain my true emotions.
Even as I journal them daily
They're still inside causing much commotion.

I'm really bothered by all this
This is way beyond my league
I wouldn't know what to do
If ever you'd decide to leave...