I'm crazy...Feeling sorry for myself...

For a time I was laughing
But for the most part I am lonely
Wishing that Time would be so kind
To just fly by so fast--in a hurry.

I know I should be helping myself
Believe me, I'm trying my best
But I can't fool myself nor can I lie
That everything is okay and I'm fine.

If only I could fall in a deep sleep
Long enough while you're away, I would.
This is just so hard for me to bear--
Thinking you should be here, not there.

Love really has its ways--
It can bring two people together
But it can also bring them apart
To test if they belong to each other.