If only...

It's been ten days since you left.
I still feel shattered and depressed.
It seems like yesterday when I had to let you go.
All because I love you that I let you grow.

Yes, I've had my share of laughter,
From being with my friends from different circles.
But you're still in my mind and heart,
That I'd choose to spend those times with you.

I heard your voice and my heart pounded with glee.
As I have longed for that sound ever since.
I closed my eyes, pretended you were near.
But reality struck and brought me down to tears.

If only I could be there with you, I would;
For in your voice sensed the same loneliness.
If only I could hug you and kiss you I would;
For that is the only cure to this sadness.