Misery...

Since you left, I've had sleepless nights
With tears on my pillow, with you in my mind.
I've been trying to see beyond the misery,
But it's just too damn hard for me.

Hear me out as I say this over and over:
"I'd give anything just to have you here."
I would love to see your face again,
To hold you in my arms; your voice I long to hear.

You're my bestfriend, my soulmate, my everything.
Letting you go is one thing I'd never do.
But here I am...alone and miserable.
For I have yet to learn its value.

This temporary loss seems like forever.
My world just stopped turning when you stepped off.
Now I'm still figuring out how to go on,
When I'm drained of all the strength and hope...