Fears...

Why do I feel this way?
Why does it hurt so much?
It's as if I'm trying to cope
With a loss of a loved one.
The distance is killing me slowly
Something I truly cannot handle
The time is another factor
Which I cannot push to go faster.
I'm afraid of where this would lead us.
Truly scared of the worst possibility.
We might end up changing ourselves
And drifting apart totally.
It's hard to convince myself
That the connection between us is strong
A very tiring effort indeed
But I'm hoping still that I'm wrong...