Under Construction

When you think you know yourself well enough, think again. It's engraved on your mind what you know you can do and what you can not (more like you will not). It has been several years when you said to yourself, I will never ever eat this or Not in my lifetime will I do that. People change. Your likes and dislikes change. You then take a different route and then discover that it is indeed exhilarating!

I have to admit...some may sound quite shallow but what can I say...I go for the simple things in life. Such as: I never thought I would enjoy eating ampalaya. Or I would love walking around Makati by myself on a Saturday night while eating my fave synthetic fries (McDonald's fries are the best!) Or I would be so steady at home just listening to music and doing chores then smiling and feeling fulfilled afterwards. Or I would be very comfortable meeting people again...and letting them know the real me.

Stepping out of our comfort zone takes a lot of courage. Many, many years of having a routine then suddenly things change will really make your head spin. It's a decision to make--a difficult one at that--but if the first step is wobbly, chances are you'll fall back in "the zone." You must be able to have a steady and strong first step for you to make the second one then the third one.

I cannot say for sure if I've made a steady, strong first step out of my comfort zone. Let's just wait and see as my life's under construction now--it's operational but watch out for falling debris...