Stuck in Reverse

In denial. That's how I've been for several months. Been shielding myself from real hurt, from real pain, from real feelings. Been fighting with myself, which is the most tiring ordeal I've undergone.

Then here comes Reality.

And it hit me hard...very abrupt but quite hard. It's as if it had been chasing me and trying to pin me down. It overpowered me and there was no other way but to face it head on.

And so I did. I had to. For myself. For peace of mind.

And now it's over but my journey has just begun. I have yet to move forward because at the moment I'm still stuck in reverse.