A Ray of Light...
After spending much time pondering on what's happening with my life...I have finally seen a tinge of hope. I have realized that there's more to life than dwelling on the gloomy aspect of things. For the longest time, I was trying so hard to seem okay to everybody; I tried to keep my thoughts to myself, thinking that I don't want to bother other people with my so-called problems. I am the classic "I'm okay..I'm fine" kinda girl. But then it happened...I couldn't pretend anymore, I couldn't resist the need to confide, I couldn't stand that feeling of bursting into tears and just letting it all out...
And so I did.
As it turns out, venting out is the solution and it really keeps my mind open to options I hardly thought were possibilities. It is the very essence of having friends who are willing to listen (not necessarily understand) and to constantly remind me that there are two sides to every story...I need to realize that; of course, I get too caught up with my sob story.
This is the perfect timing to thank everyone who pitched in an advice or two to help me understand the twists and turns in my life. I can't say that I'm back to my old self...but I'm working on it.
Until such time...bear with me.
3 Comments:
hey aia! hope you don't mind me linking you on my blog...check it out,k? http://www.tabulas.com/~chevman
hey girl!!!
i haven't had any contact with you for some time now. anyway. it so sad that you are in a blissful whirl of depression. i can't actually imagine you withoutall your high spirits. anyhow, it nice to have a glimpse of your thoughts. but i guess, we all have to go through this coz we can never experience the full meaning of happiness, contentment, and serenity if we had never felt pain. it sweeter that way. imagine a life without pain. without pain, there will be no sense in living. life would be meaningless as well as there will be absolutly no learning. with out learning there will be no emotions, no progress, no soul. :)
bal.
Chev...no prob! I'll link yours as well! Take care and congrats on your new job (",)!
Hello, Bal! Oh my...how deep yet true; although I must admit, I got lost with all the "without something, there is no something" haha! Nevertheless, I agree with what you said that we all need to undergo hurt and pain to really experience happiness and contentment. Thanks for your thoughts! See you soon, girl! Keep in touch! (",)
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